Before I go Explaining.. THis just happened to me last night.
sleeping is indeed a great way to escape from the reality of problem that is arising. but in a sense your heart is also vulnerable for some reaction to the lower resistance of the mind. Thus, Creating dreams.

I slept at 3am but I just woke up at 9am. It Is quite weird. as soon as i woke up. i reached at my laptop and started on typing about my dream and hoped that i can remember each and every bit of it.

dream… with the use of sky, i can go anywhere do whatever i want.
Actually I was very aNgry at someone The night before I slept as if I want to Blow Every Single thing up. as in.. Grabe. But as I woke up. I was very Happy cause I have this Dream Of the same scenario with a little weird twist in it. I guess I Really love this person noh?! cause even at my sleep that person appears.

Before i slept, a person told me na “I Tulog lang lagi yan.. pramis. i do dwell on those problems pero Pasagdan ra daw, and EXPLORE LIFE” That word.. why am i so angry at that person yet the other person told me to explore life, then i simply cool down.

And Here I go…

All i can remember in starting my dream is that we are near the school.. yes, SPC is in my dream. ain’t it sweet. ahaha… we were like normal students. there is just one big discripancy. 
I can fly in my dream… ain’t it nice.. without even the thrill of falling from the sky. i can fly.I can Fly. i can definitely fly. without even hesitations.iwas able to go anywhere when i fly.. and it is not just me. all of the people can do this. we don’t have wings like angels do. we just fly…

Normally. I love the feeling of flying. no inhibitions. That is when flying is a normal part of life. though, there are still roads, cars and things that is still needed in normal life. it is just that we can fly. then setting aside those flying stuff… i met a person. that i like so much. i tago natin sya sa pangalang GT(green tea - kau na bahala magisip sa brand nya). that person was very amazing.. in my dream it all happened so fast. we were close friends, we dated and we became very close partners. it was quite awesome actually… everything was going smoothly…

I love this Feeling when we were together. I freakin’ love this person… this person in my dream and Gues what.. 

you held my hand to tightly so that i won’t fall or fall behind.I held This persons hand. and i felt like i can go anywhere. i so love this feeling. i said, “you are something, i can fly like no one else if im with you.”


but there was a sudden urge for me to fly..fly as highas i want. even if i would leave no trace of earth. not even a speck… i left that persons hand just to fly… i saw the persons face… slowly fading away.. til’ i can’t see the person anymore…

as I was Flying high! I realized something.. i never should have left you. i was so selfish that i only thought of flying alone, Why can’t we fly together?!

I was alone in flying…. Forgetting every existence that I have gathered since… Forgetting everthing.. except… you.

As I reached the stars.. I keep on thinking about you. and asked myself, “what is the use of flying, if you can’t see what i want you to see.” as i thought of this I stopped flying and just dropped. 

Falling… 

Falling…


Falling…




And i thought, I was scared to fall back then… I was such a coward. I don’t want to fall because I’m afraid on what will happen if i landed, Yet, I’m here… Falling




I thought… even before.. I was already falling… 
I
Have
Already
Fallen
For
You… 



I thought… even before.. I was already falling…

That is without a doubt… I was even Smiling even when I was falling.. thinking that this actual “falling”
had no impact in me… but when i fell for you.. Even dreamed about you… is a positive result.. that i have already fallen for you.


As i fell, i saw earth.. it was round indeed (there were rumors kasi na the earth was flat… hahah)
Slowly Getting bigger, then i saw our island, the great philippines, it goes nearer in a blink of an eye, till i saw MARCO POLO of davao… I loosen my pace in falling by slowly flying against the fall. there are already people flying here and there…

I saw our School… But rather to go to school. i thought that may be i can see you at your house, since i know where you live. i just flew there.. i can still see people riding jeeps and taxi’s i keep on thinking “Why don’t u just fly, it is more convenient…”. it doesn’t matter.I need to see that person again.. to hug, hold hands with the person that i love so much.

there, i saw your house.. and i think your brother is sweeping the backyard. your sister is cleaning.. (i don’t even recognizes their faces)
i landed near to your house. i then walked (gosh, it is so hard to walk, after flying too much, i said.). your brother saw me… he was shocked and cried. ”Get Away” , he said. I don’t understand…

why..
Did
he
cry?

I thought, I need to speak to GT… I floated a little.. then, i rushed to your house.. looking for u. i keep on shouting.. your sister came up to me.. 

“why do u come here?”

“Why?”

then she also cried…
i know your room… 
so there is no choice but to go there.
i rushed myself..

But..
this is all i can see…
i was scared knowing what happened to you…

an empty room.

AN EMPTY ROOM


Your sis came. “GT died.. not long ago, GT was trying to fly… since some people in this world cannot fly and sadly Gt tried to cope up with your strength, yet Gt was so Stubborn… til GT jumped in a high valley… GT was even telling us that, THIS IS IT! I CAN DEFINITELY FLY… “

“GT did not came back after jumping.”

Your Sister Cried so much.. It was Unbearble..

I was SHOCKED….
I can’t believe that you would do such a thing…
I Suddenly felt this watery substance that fell from my eyes.

“Am i Leaking?!”

tears are leaking through my eyes.. i don’t feel extreme physical pain. it is just that.. my heart is like crushed.

“Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.”


I was crying. I dropped myself to the floor… i went out. i was so sad. I then Prayed“Please… I offer my power to Fly Just to bring someone i love back, please accept my power and bring GT back..”after I prayed, a blinding light flashed through the backyard and at the same time, the feeling that i was so light was removed and it is as if i just received a huge block of hollow block in my back… and i heard you brothers’ voice,which Cried your name and called your sister. As i stand, I felt a heavy Feeling that i have never felt before.. i thought, “this is what you have been feeling even when you can’t fly and yet you’re with me… I was Selfish.”

Just as I Turned to you… I saw you Brilliant Smile, It was radiating through the entire vicinity.It was Gorgeous… Your Vibrant eyes, looking at anything as if they were new to the entire environment. I looked at you with such amazement.. then you spoke, “I heard your prayers, thanks to you… i was brought back.” you said.

I was speechless…
if
you
only
knew…
on
how
much
I
Love
You..


THen I was pulled by something, a force…
i saw your hands reaching out..
i also tried to reach to you…
I want to be with you..

my vision started to blur..
Ur becoming a huge haze. 
I DON’T WANT THIS…

Then…


i woke up…


dreams are so amazing that sometimes we don’t want to wake up… but still.. Dreams are dreams we need to wake up sooner or later. and in this sense, we need to face reality. REALITY might be very bitter but that is the truth. we eventually be awake through our Dreams… and face Reality.


The End
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